Things happen for the reasons. I don't regret or look back when I move on. People says that you can not change the past only thing we can change is the future.
"For in this world of shipwreck, there is hope in uncertainty."
Dang suy nghi co den di hay khong vi toi biet se nho nhg con soc con chim noi nay thi Buc tranh cua TA tang 3 nam treo phong khach roi xuong dat co le mot niem noi rang toi hay di toi nghi vay va tro lai vao ban viet email tra loi toi se nhan viec cho lam moi. The la toi co 1 tuan de thu don di den mot noi khac cu 4 nam tu nhien la toi fai di mot lan nhu mot dan du muc hay mot bo lac nao do o Mong Co. Toi cung chang biet nua...vi toi cung it tin vao me tin di doan nhg toi nho cu moi Thankgiving cua chu ky 4 nam la toi lai di.
Hom di cho mover den cho do di dinh doc email thi internet ko out of service ko dung dc nen toi chi di do la mot niem bao rang toi hay di 3, 4 nam nay internet dau co gi xay ra.
TA tang buc tranh 3 nam roi, tet vua roi TA nho toi mua cai laptop o day mang ve cho TA dem 30 tet TA den lay laptop roi 2 dua di don giao thua dem 30 o Dong Khoi. TA bao toi uong cafe vi cong toi mang laptop tu day ve. Cai laptop do toi mang voi toi tu My qua Paris roi Thailand sau do moi ve Saigon. Toi di xe dien ngam/metro o Paris co may co gai Phap xinh dep sach phu do vi toi mang hoi lum thum vo toi cu tuong no nhu xe dien ngam o Montreal nhg no te hon. Cam giac nhu luc con nho khi di party voi ban gai/de premier bal vao dip Giang Sinh co dieu bgio toi da gia va tram ngam hon. Duong Dong Khoi thi ngay xua goi la duong Tu Do. CV thi noi bai nhac nghe ko hieu tieng Phap ma cam nhan dc anh.
Vua roi toi ve VN de rai cot cha toi o bien cha toi mat luc toi moi 12 tuoi luc do toi moi hoc Septieme annee a l'ecole Charles De Gaulles truong Phap. Hai cot van de trong chua qua bao nhieu nam trong chua toi mua cha toi va tat ca noi ngoai dc giai thoat dc tu do noi toi da muon chiec thuyen ra bien de rai het hai cot vi toi cam nhan co gi do lam ho chua dc giai thoat vi su tu tung trong chua.
Chua noi toi rang dau co dc fai xem ngay lanh thang tot moi lam dc toi len Internet nghe cua toi ma xem lich niem gian va nhg websites khac de kiem nhan roi den chua xin dem tat ca cot ben ngoai va ben noi va cha toi di ra bien rai. Toi xem tren internet la ngay chu nhat thi chua noi doi lai thu 2 tre 1 ngay se tot hon toi dong y vi toi tin rang toi lam sao bang nhg thay co trong chua.
Tu do toi moi hoi tin vao ngay lanh thang tot cung vi vay toi biet coi ngay lanh thang tot va toi xem cai ngay cach day 4 nam toi chuyen den day tot hay xau thi biet ngay toi chuyen den day rat xau va ky ca cai tuoi cua toi. Toi tin neu co bang chung va co nhg gi toi thay dc chi co cach kiem chung lai nhg gi minh da lam trong qua khu ma minh con nho den ngay do vi moi lan co cai gi do trong doi toi thuong hay viet nhat ky.
Toi ko biet the nao nhg toi biet nhg nam nay ko dc may man lam co khi chua bao gio xay ra cho toi nhieu khi hop dong da ky roi vi toi lam ve consultant co van cho cong ty nom na la vay ve ky thuat cho vien thong va phan mem lien he den nhg giao dien protocols. Vua ky hop dong xong cong ty khong co tien tra (no budget no fund yet)
Cong ty cung nhu minh co nhieu cong ty muon dau nay tra dau kia biet vay thi toi cung bo qua nhg thuong o day ky hop dong ko ai thay doi tru truong hop bankruptcy/giai the.
Nen lan nay toi da chon ngay toi ra di den noi moi la mot ngay cuc ky dep do la ngay suong giang hoang dao ko biet ma doc thay tot vi the nao minh cung di thoi voi nhg hi vong rang moi thu se dc binh yen.....vi toi gap rat nhieu nguoi ko tot/tieu nhan con roommate toi cho muon phong ng ta ko tra hay tra 1 thang tre va nhg nguoi lien he than ma goi toi la ban than nhg that ra ho chi loi dung long tot cua toi ma thoi. Toi da vach tran va khi toi ghet toi muon di noi moi va toi nghi se ko bao gio biet trong doi. Toi cung chan roommate cua toi la mot nguoi ko co trach nhiem va careless he cu hen tien phong ngay nay qua ngay no thang nay qua thang no.
He thich an ngon lai luoi bieng rat thich nhg mon toi nau nhg he ko xung dang vi toi se di va chang bao gio biet noi moi cua toi. Ma he lon hon toi 4 tuoi nua do ma nhu dua con nit ham vui...cung co the toi da gia hon tat ca moi nguoi cung lua tuoi. Doi luc ho ko con gap toi ve sau ho can thi toi ko con nua thi ho moi biet su mat mat.. tha dung noi gi het con hon la noi doi.
“Happiness always looks small while you hold it in your hands, but let it go, and you learn at once how big and precious it is.” Maxim Gork
Toi cam thay met moi nen do la ly do toi di vi doc than nhu toi chi can bo do len xe hoi cho nha tra lai cho chu nha dua chia khoa la xong. Do dat thi co nguoi chuyen di /mover. Hien gio toi ko co mot rang buot nao voi bat cu neu tuong lai toi lap gia dinh thi do la rang buot cua toi. Toi la ng rat doc lap ve moi thu va ko muon nho va ai bat cu deu gi vi toi tin tuong vao toi 2 ban tay toi se lam ra dc neu chua lam dc thi se co gang vat va hon thi se duoc. Toi chi cho chu chua nhan ai mot dieu gi tren doi nay tu khi toi truong thanh thi toi nhan ra dieu nay toi rat so fai mang on ai toi can tien thi ra nha bank muon tien roi tra ko on nghia toi la vay do. Vi vay khi toi thay gia dinh anh em lung cung ve tien bac nguoi nay cho ng kia muon roi nguoi kia noi ng nay ko tra hay tra tre gay ra nhg tinh cam trong anh em tai sao chung ta lam nhu vay khi toi cho ai muon tien thi toi xem nhu toi da cho nguoi do tien tra hay ko thi ko co quan trong minh se giup dc trong dieu kien minh co the chiu dc neu ng than ko du dieu kien de tra vay thi minh xem nhu cho ho di roi ho co tra hay ko la tuy vao ho vi trong gia dinh minh ko nen tin toan. Vi vay toi cung ko lien he voi anh em toi, co can gi toi giup nhg toi ko lien he vi neu ho ko goi minh la ho da song thoai mai roi do vi vay minh cam thay nhe nhang. Toi bao lanh ho qua day nhg nam dau ho can toi thuong den noi ho o de giup do nhg roi ho tu lam tu song dc thi thoi co nguoi noi voi toi rang anh co rat nhieu duc cho con cai biet dau kiep truoc toi thieu no gio toi fai tra??? toi tra no hoai riet toi cung met moi qua. Giup ma ko biet appreciate moi dang buon. Toi nghi hoc van la dieu quan trong va anh huong den minh ko nhieu thi it.
The hard labor and continuing effort in sharpening or molding a piece of iron,
will one day become a precious and well-defined piece of metal. Co cong mai sat co ngay nen kim
(Practical application: a person who works hard and dedicates himself/herself
to any endeavors in life will likely to succeed and accomplish his/her goals
or objectives.)
Tuong lai toi biet toi se lap gia dinh roi toi ve gia ve huu toi muon ve Bac California trong nho va lam ruou hay ve Florida trong cam va trong rau cai ve bo cai nghe toi lam tri oc met moi nay chac khonag 5 nam nua thoi va viet mot cuong sach ve toi toi da co cai gi cung da co da qua chua viet mot cuong sach thoi viet ma hinh nhu chua den luc toi co the viet dc. Phat minh mang ten toi cung da co choi nhac san tac nhac cung co ve cung biet....viet sach that la kho hay chua den luc minh co the viet dc khi dau oc chua thanh thoi. Co nhieu nguoi hoi toi se lam gi trong tuong lai thi neu ai do doc blog nay thi do la cau tra loi cua toi do.
Mot cuong sach de doi toi biet toi la nguoi dan ong perfection ng hoang hao ai cung noi toi vay nen viet cuong sach that la kho. Bat cu mot cai gi toi lam toi cung muon hoang hao vi vay nhg cong ty hay goi toi lam tiep nhg contracts hop dong moi. Toi chi nhan nhg hop dong cua nhg cong ty va nhg nguoi toi thich lam chung co nhg cong ty toi ko bao gio tro lai lam hop dong thu 2. Vi vay co the noi toi rat yeu men cong viec cua toi va ng ta cung yeu men toi.
Bay gio toi ko lam cho cong ty nao het ma chi lam consulting cho nhg cong ty nao toi thich lam ma thoi va co le toi cung ko can tien. Nhg di lam cong viec ma minh yeu men van thich hon vi chinh toi dang lam dieu do nen toi biet. Co nhg cong ty toi rat thich tro lai lam vi toi rat enjoy gan nhu giua toi va nhg cong ty do da co chu tin /trust nen de dang. Ho tin toi la toi se lam dc va toi tin ho se thich ket qua cua toi lam cho ho.Nhg cong ty noi voi toi rang anh lam viec voi nhieu emotion(xuc dong) chung toi tha co nguoi tranh cai/noi chuyen voi emotion hon la nguoi ko co mot emotion nao. Vi hop hay meeting toi fai noi hoi nhieu de ho hieu van de ngoai ra toi la ng rat it noi ngoai doi. Ai nhin toi cung biet toi rat it noi. Trong cong viec khi can thi noi nhu mot luat su nhat la khi ho lam sai va lam dieu gi toi cung co methodology approach. Co le toi van con dam me cong viec toi lam cung co the minh con dam me la minh chua dc hai long hay hoang hao. Co nguoi noi toi rang the nao la thanh cong thi ng ta noi rang khi vao phong hop moi nguoi neu nghe loi minh ruop ruop vi chinh minh la tong giam doc cua mot cong ty. Co le ho noi dung va toi chua thanh cong lam vi toi ko thich lam management hay giam doc ma toi chi thich lam ve ky thuat ma thoi do la dam me cua toi. Hoac la toi vua lam management va vua lam ky thuat thi dc. Toi thay management fai noi ninh bo lay long va toi ko lam dc.
Tu do toi biet rang van co the canh tranh voi nguoi tre nhg gi toi dang lam bgio toi cam nhan cam giac nhu toi luc 17 tuoi ko co gi thay doi trong toi neu toi sai me bo tam quyet vao thi toi lam van tot nhu hoi toi con nho co cam nhan hoi cham va ko dc vo tu nhu luc 17 tuoi vi TCS da viet nhin lai minh doi da xanh reu...gio toi muon dan bai Tra lai em yeu khung troi dai hoc cua Pham Duy ma cay dan guitar da bo vao thung roi khi nao den noi moi toi se thau bai nhac nay de o entry nay.Do la loi diem cua nguoi biet nhieu va nhieu dam me la ho co the dien ta dc cam xuc (emotion) minh dc. Du gi cuoc doi co ban dai minh den dau di nua minh van cai "toi" cua minh de an ui chinh minh. I believe in that....neu toi doi em ma em ko den thi toi van co chinh toi de an ui toi toi se hat se ca de an ui minh dien ta dc cam xuc thi minh se thay nhe nhang hon toi tin la nhu vay vi toi rat kho ma khoc dc toi nho chi khoc khi me toi mat va khi Tippy con cho toi chet sau 12 nam ruoi song voi toi khi xin ve no con nho 2 tuan bo vao ao khoat dc, ngoai ra toi rat it khoc trong doi toi. Nhg nguoi biet nhieu la nhg nguoi vat va nhat.....nhg lai la nguoi song noi tam va tu lap/doc lap nhat vi ho con co cai "toi" cua chinh ho de giup ho an ui ho.Va toi biet chi co song tot la mang lai cho ta mot em a thanh binh nhat trong tam hon. Va toi se song nhu vay, noi doi song xau roi ng ta cung se biet ma thoi. Khong gi quy hon la su vo tu trong chinh ta. Co le Phat la tuong trung cho su vo tu nhat ma ta co the co duoc.Doi voi toi co le cai kho nhat tren doi la song ko co muc dich, ko dam me, ko biet lam gi voi thoi gian ranh roi, ko giup dc gi cho ban than, nhan loai toi rat so benh hoan nam mot cho tha chet suong hon.
Toi nho co mot nguoi ma toi hoi dam me cua em la gi ? co ay tra em ko thich hoc ko thich lam ko thich cai gi tren doi nay va cho den bgio em co 1 dam me anh biet la gi ko? va co ay tu tra loi dam me cua em bgio chinh la anh do. Co le cau tra loi ma toi nghi thanh that nhat va dung nhat. Co le con nguoi yeu nhau vi dam me nhau, het dam me la het yeu nhau....co nhieu nguoi song voi nhau vi bon phan va con cai chu ko con dam me lan nhau co le doi voi toi la mot su chan chuong vi cuoc doi cua chung ta rat ngan ngui va ta da phi di nhg thoi gian do co nhg cap vo chong ho ngu rieng nua va toi ko nghi do la vo chong ma chi la ng ban ma toi ko biet goi la gi? con toi biet khi toi o do, co ay di dau ve goi ten toi hay di tim toi thi toi van nhu tre con di vao closet nup tinh yeu la nhu the do. Nguoi dau tien minh lam gi do gap ai do cai gi minh muon lam thi dau tien van la ng minh yeu xong con nguoi thay va tinh yeu cung thay doi va no co gia tri o vao thoi diem nao do dieu kien nao do, tat ca tuy thuoc vao minh de dung boi dap no them moi ngay hay voi di tat ca la do chung ta ma thoi. Co khi no voi di va ta chang con gi de noi. Tat ca tuy thuoc vao chung ta ma thoi. Ko co mot tinh yeu vinh cuu ma chi co mot tinh yeu ca 2 nguoi deu cung nhau xay dung de co mot hanh phuc tuyet voi.
That's my life. Maybe Things happen for the reasons. My friends told me that you have so much to offer we did not have any things to offer you - you know how to cook how to make a great coffee and playing awesome guitars, you have so much passions in your life. Nguoi ban moi noi rang anh co nhieu thu de cho doi cho chung toi va chung toi ko co gi cho anh - anh nau an that ngon, lam cafe that tuyet va choi guitar rat hay chung toi buon vi ko co gi de tang lai anh. Anh that la mot nguoi hoan toan va co qua nhieu dam me vi vay anh se co mot cuoc song rat tram lang vi anh chang can gi ca anh co the song mot minh "no problem"
