Cross the sky to be with you...

I am sorry for not writing for a while because I was so busy for the past few weeks because the software release but I stayed very late to make this video clip just to say that I am sorry. I hope that you like it those pics are very unique to me that I like to share with you. I like to do many things but I ain't got the time to do it. Gosh, I wish a day has 100 hrs or we don't have to sleep so we don't lose 8 hours.
I will continue to write more often, it is midnight now and I upload the video after I made it. What can be better the feeling of satisfaction that I did the background music, the pictures that I took, arranged the pictures so you as the users can understand what I mean. Few months ago no one knew me before I began my journey it is very much like in this video. If you know me because I try and work hard and our faith have led us here. It is rough to describe the feeling but the pictures and the song that I play I hope that you understand a bit of myself. I don't take things for granted and I believe everything in life you have that you must earn by yourself and believe in yourself no matter what happen and never give up your dream. Maybe you fail but at least you try it is a process of growing. There one say to me that if you want to succeed than you need to double your failing rate. I think it is logic in mathematics. Beside marry work and dream are very important in life it feeds us energy and accelerate us to look forward. This is probably why the earth is round so we could not see what in front of us. The future is unknown but we know that we can enjoy what we have at this moment right? that all life is about to me anyway.
In the past few days I read so much to understand the concept of suspend to RAM and suspend to disk. It is overwhelming of the information that I must digest. Consuming a lot of my energy but it is interesting to know the problem in depth. It seems that I can not stop writing the ideas keep coming out like never ended. It is so strange how your mind is working it becomes a habit. I don't want to ease this kind of feeling. This is when you force your mind to cross the boundary, the limit, the conform zone of it. I want to write out this feeling.
Is love addict? yes, indeed. When the 2 people met they chat or talked about something about their life their stories I guess to share and to be shared find someone that understand us and that feeling nourishing in us each day we met and chat. Sometimes I ask you that what you want to hear me singing and play guitar or tell you a true story about myself or teach you something that you don't know. It is so intrigued that you can not make up your mind because you have enjoyed all of them. That is make life interesting and we have drawn into each other until one day we feel missing something if we don't see each other. Missing is a symptom of addicting to love. Addict is to occupy (oneself) with or involve (oneself) in something habitually or compulsively. The way or the degree of missing is autonomously and it is different between us. It depends on the characteristics of each individual, it is kind of silly to ask for the exact feeling like you. The only exception both of us to have the degree of feeling toward something are the same is to lie. We are different this is why we have drawn interest to each other and the way we express our feeling are different. We are 2 puzzles and we put them together we will complete. Therefore, we are different but our goals are the same. I may miss you a lot but I did not want to say out loud because I am a man and that make me to become who I am. We should know more the within of ourselves instead of just a small crack on the surface, the color of the membrane until then you won't know me. I read a lot of philosophy and if you read enough you can become a philosopher too. Buddha is one of my interest reading about life. I came to know from Buddha, it is not how great you are but how you live with your life is critical, what you do with your life is immortal. I believe in karma. The total effect of a person's actions and conduct during the successive phases of the person's existence, regarded as determining the person's destiny. I don't know the existence of karma because I only have one life to live but I do believe it makes you to become a good person and great person like Mother Teresa. I did not go to the church or pagoda but by read the Buddha's philosophy is obvious to clear my path, I understand more about myself and about the surroundings. Either I marry or single I need to have my own space and that is not going to change. A lot of couples fail their marries because they don't have their own space. If you can not trust one to another then don't marry. Love is volunteering and not an obligation between 2 souls. Tinh yeu la mot su tu nguyen va ko fai su bat buoc cua 2 tam hon. ./.tv

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